 Lesley Bilinda, is determined to track down the people that killed her Rwandan husband, Charles, who disappeared during the 1994 genocide in which up to a million people died. When she returns to Rwanda, where she worked with the relief and development agency, Tearfund, Lesley faces a web of deception and fear and uncovers unexpected and unpalatable truths about her pastor husband. Like thousands of other genocide widows, she grapples with the inner turmoil of loss and betrayal, set against the challenge of her faith to forgive.