 You don t want to die? Me neither, believe it or not. Of course I d love to pass another 40 years with you, in your arms, sniffing your neck, telling you things I ve never dared tell a man. What do you think? I m not doing all this out of the lightness of my heart. And anyway, I m doing you a favour. What would you do all alone with two out of three chances or becoming contaminated? It s that what you want? Look at me. Have you seen my body, do you want to end up in the same way? Here with what I m planning you can go over to the other side in full beauty. It s young, I know. I also think that dying at 40 is a bummer. But there s nothing we can do about it. It s written that we go together. I ve just push destiny s hand a bit.